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[Locked from Kadaj]

Tifa, I've got Denzel with me and Simon at the clinic. They're sleeping right now, but they both could use a healer. Raine, whenever you're ready, if you come to cure Simon, would you mind helping Denzel too?

Cloud-

Listen

I'm so

...Mmph. Nevermind.

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[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

Heh, well, you can always thank him later.

[Private; Voice]

[herobydefault.livejournal.com]

...don't stop what, by the way? Unless you really did mean talking.

[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

Yeah, I mean talking. If you need to get it out, or keep yourself distracted... keeping it to yourself can just make you explode.

That was your advice, remember?

[Private; Voice]

[herobydefault.livejournal.com]

No.

Well, probably. My head's full.

Ever think your brain is just like one of those directories? Probably a lot like that...memories here, motor skills here. Emotions here, personality here. Makes things very simple sometimes.

[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

...I think you have parts of the brain that do certain stuff, but I dunno. I'm no scientist.

Ask Yoko, haha. She's the teacher, right?

[Private; Voice]

[herobydefault.livejournal.com]

Just...shut down the memories part. Like turning off a cell phone.

Maybe Jenova is like a virus, if your brain is like a computer. Makes sense. Pops up whenever you don't want her.

God, she's annoying.

[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

... I wouldn't know.

Is she talkin' to you, Spike, or are you just remembering stuff again?

[Private; Voice]

[herobydefault.livejournal.com]

Remembering.

She's not here, can't talk to me. You know, she talked to me in the basement? I knew she was alive, stupid...cockroach alien bitch.

Why we had to get out. I almost left you. I'm a bad person, Zack, really selfish when it comes down to it.

[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

When it comes down to it? Isn't that the bottom line, Cloud? Bottom line is you didn't leave me.

[Private; Voice]

[herobydefault.livejournal.com]

She told me to stay.

[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

[Private; Voice]

[herobydefault.livejournal.com]

I got scared.

I wanted to help you- But I got scared. But I wanted to go.


You don't know what she's like.

[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

.... You're right... I don't.


Sorry.

[Private; Voice]

[herobydefault.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry...

[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

Cloud, it's okay. It's my fault you ended up like this.

[Private; Voice]

[herobydefault.livejournal.com]

Actually, it's Hojo's fault.

But who's counting? [Weird little laugh here.]


I don't think I'm supposed to be talking to people.

[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

Why's that?

[Not gonna touch that laugh with a twenty foot pole thanks.]

[Private; Voice]

[herobydefault.livejournal.com]

Um...something about disturbing the trance?

Radio silence. So to speak.

[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

.... Uh. Then shouldn't you stop?

[Private; Voice]

[herobydefault.livejournal.com]

[Very reluctant.] ...Yeah.

[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

.... But you don't want to.

[Private; Voice]

[herobydefault.livejournal.com]

[Very very small, ashamed whisper.]



...I'm scared.

[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

.....

Listen, Cloud... Yoko's here, and Raine's taking care of Simon and Denzel. I can come out there if you need me.

[Private; Voice]

[herobydefault.livejournal.com]

NO.


[Another pause.]

...I need you with them. I need them safe. Need it.

[Private; Voice]

[wingenvy]

Okay. Okay, Spike. I'll be here.

I don't know what to do, then.